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The Beginning

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This is the beginning of my new blog . The ending of 2018. I started this journey to be healthy to be better for me and a better person for my boyfriend at the time. Being better for your partner is a great thing but my relationship was toxic. My journey to health has not only been a mental one but physical as well. I’m hoping to help others in my shoes. Losing my boyfriend was a great loss. But in the losing I have found healing and strength. Even though the relationship was not healthy I prayed it could change . As it grew worse I realized the healthiest thing for me was to walk away. This was not easy, so I put my focus , sadness and everything I had into self love and the gym. No dating - just self healing. I need to heal . My goal is to get to a weight and build a body better then I ever have before!

In this I will move forward in finding a new love for myself. God has been my biggest source of strength in pain . On ward to this journey, excited for my new fit Instagram !

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