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Today is first day of quarantine I’m pretty positive I had this thing in December I almost died it was so bad I have not been in a gym in two months and I’ve been getting depressed . I was so addicted to gym I was going three times a day but I think it hurt me not helped me . Now I’m starting back running again exc . It’s time . This break isn’t me . It’s ruining me emotionally . Now we’re stuck inside but it’s a good time to follow my diet and run every day

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