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What will this year bring. I will spend one day in the mountains for my birthday I deserve that. To get away one day , it’s not much but it’s enough. Isolated , and thinking about nothing but my blessings. This year since quarantine I’ve gotten to focus on my health . Fix my back , get surgery on my wisdom teeth , fix a cancerous mole, all serious health issues during a health crisis might as well address while I have time.

I’ve also done emotional health, got rid of people in my life who did not have my best interest at heart only their own. This is huge for me. I feel lighter stronger and better . It’s like cleaning out an old closet .


Now to lose quarantine weight gain  signed up for 5 week program with Tristan and I’m really finding joy with God.

I trust God for my health , with my daughter , my son . In the midst of great storms all we can do is trust in God. And find joy in the present .

I prayed every day for joy I used to be so deeply sad in disappointments of life. But I found joy lies in today’s moments and blessings God gives us . What we have and don’t have right now is Gods will.


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