My Fit Journey

Yes it’s scientific you can die from a broken heart . Did you know we store emotions in our muscles and bones ? Not only is this scientifically true it’s also in the Bible. I remember when I was training for a fitness competition the harder I worked with my trainer I would cry sometimes not due to physical pain but the emotional pain buried that was physically being worked out . That’s why it’s good to excersise interesting right ? Last night I had an awful seizure all I can say is if you can imagine feeling the worst over dose this is how my seizure felt . Will I always survive them? I think stress has a lot to do with it . A man at my work told me , Amy I’ve never met a more beautiful cool Kind hearted woman that so many bad things happen to you makes no sense . It makes no sense to me . I get hit on like crazy but the one man I loved could careless I was alive. This began to effect me last night as it does many days . I can’t make sense of this persons crazy actions it haunts me th...

Is he cold or not loving he is playing out childhood wounds he has not gotten help for ? And we put up with it because we were mistreated as children looking for some kind of love? I know I was with an unavailable emotional person. Have you?Here is the answers you need !  Why You’re Still Attracting Unavailable Partners (And How To Stop) By Shelly Bullard Photo: Stocksy This post is part of a series by Shelly Bullard  — a primer on raising your vibration and attracting your soul mate. For the next five days, we’ll post one article offering the foundational elements you need to go deeper in the search for self love, and the love of your life. When you’re ready to take the next step, check out Shelly’s course:   How To Attract A Partner Who’s Ready For Deep, Devoted Love . One of the most common relationship issues is getting stuck in a pattern of choosing unavailable partners. How do you know if that applies to you? If you're attract...

Some days most days I’m ok . Think like a champion I tell myself . Champions don’t feed their body junk champions don’t miss work outs. You can’t be what you want to be if you don’t assume the role. You have to keep the end in mind to reach your goals . Then I have those sad days in my head in the slump why is he gone why did this happen and I get sad I get lost I lose focus I miss a run I eat a something and I get back up again and slap myself . How do I stay away from those moments I don’t think you can it’s kind of like intermittent pain . It just has to work it’s self out as I pray read my bible and keep going . Don’t lose faith . If I can do it so you can you .

I don’t care who you are scientifically as someone who is sick with epilepsy can tell you ketosis is good for your body . It’s not a fake fad or a thing that’s made up it actually heals seizures it heals the way your brain functions . So anyone including trainers or doctors tells the claims are false there full of bullshit . Ketosis puts you in a fat burning state instead of a glucose burning state when your body changes , my body stops seizing not because Keto is a fad but because it’s science . It’s the healing diet for sick children who can’t control their seizures as well . I don’t eat ungodly amounts of fat . I don’t restrict myself or eat bad fats it’s a healthy way of life that does not include processed white flour or bad carbs or at least over 50 grams a day . I eat as many veggies as I like , lean proteins and get my fats from eggs , avocado and healthy oils. My heart is in the 50-60 Instead of 80-90. My weight is 130 instead of 175-180 and I feel great . I do flexible dieti...

As I slide into 2019 I’m trying to become the victor not the victim of my circumstances. It’s ok to mourn and be angry or sad but ...... I also need to keep moving forward into a healthy mind frame because my joy can’t be based on my circumstances . Isn’t that why my ex was depressed if we are victims to Circumstances than our life and our moods will change like the seasons. We must be survivors basing our joy from within and on the solid foundation of God . Not on people places or things  or we will forever be trying to fill a void that can never be filled we will always be feeling broken and depressed we will always be chasing things or the next best thing to feel better when really we will just keep feeling worse . Here I am choosing to be a survivor . He didn’t chose to be one with me . I will always pray for him from a far but I can’t keep blaming myself . Monday I start with a trainer not any trainer a trainer who trains athletes and models he specializes in training your cor...

When you find yourself out of a toxic situation where you have been a victim of abuse how do you draw the line of not being a victim to being victimized ? And how do we not personalize the abuse because the abuser themself is in victim mode justifying there own actions to their victim story . It’s pretty sick right ? Here’s some eye opening answers may help and seeking therapy will help change this as well . Victim Consciousness and Victimized are NOT the Same Thing; Clearing the Confusion … August 12, 2016  By  Lynne Forrest   5 Comments It startles and saddens me when I am accused of being a “victim basher.” And yet, taken out of context, and without understanding, I can see how my words might lead one to think such thoughts. Nothing, however could be further from the truth, Please allow me to clarify the difference between being victimized and being in victim consciousness – for they are not the same thing at all.: Victim consciousness is a state of ...