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Love of My Life

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If he loved me, he wouldn’t of left and that’s the nightmare I’m left to wake up to every day. As I fight this truth the only thing I’m left to do is work on loving me. I can’t change the past, I can’t control what’s done. I can’t wave a magic wand and say well you love me. People have choices he didn’t chose me. In the end does anyone want the person who didn’t want them? It’s heart breaking?
Now I’m healing since I’ve loved with all my heart with no return I’m going to love myself and the return is learning my own value and strength.


In my own mourning I take it day by day but it’s all about Gods path .

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