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The Teacher

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This is the fitness blog for the fitness journey only but I think mental health and physical go hand in hand - so for this one time I’m writing to all of you about this life changing event that happened tonight. Pretty weird it happened in my car. I’ll do my best to explain it to you the way it was told to me. In my entire life I feel like tonight I learned the most important message one I knew one I told to others but in 40 years never sank in until tonight. God is so good. Today was a bad day right I was focused on my game at work all day, and sold nothing. I had the same day yesterday. For a Black Friday I should’ve sold 20 grand easy. I won’t get into details of the day but it was hard and emotional. Why God I wondered? But wasn’t it the same why that had me pulled over on the side of the road on my 40th birthday in May throwing up in tears and sorrow over the recent break up I went through and had no answers? Why God ? Was it the same why when I lost my job in April and a tow truck came to repossess my car I loved and worked so hard for? Why God?

Someone I love dearly is going through a hard time recently God gave me a word for this person. This is when my light bulb went on. I won’t get into the whole word but it went something like this
What God has for you will be yours and what’s not will go away. God is in control so do not fear.

As I drove home tonight frustrated and worried I became over joyed at my bad day God was teaching me all along. My bad day didn’t matter any more. God is so good !!!!


God will provide in the loss of sales. He will provide in loss of jobs, relationships whatever it is because God already has a plan for our life . If you feel lost with no direction just pray because what is meant to be yours will be yours !!!! Why worry !!

I look back to now I have a new car a better job and my future is in God’s hands and in my losses I’ve healed I’m closer to God and learned true forgiveness and unconditional love . Do you feel me?
Do you feel lost or sad ? Don’t be . God has you in the place you are for a reason. Never stop trying to learn what God has for you. Pray read the Bible.And no matter what happens God has it !!!

Have joy . God turns beauty from ashes. He is teaching us . This is my message from me to you !

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