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 Today as I undressed for the shower I notice a huge change in my stomach . I have been down thinking I’ve made zero progress . I’m doing my weekly measurements on the 12th so stay tuned . It’s definitely not coming as fast as it usually does for me . But I’ve given myself a 3 month goal to get into the vicinity of where I used to be . At 3 months I will re asses . Thank you for following my journey . I think the hardest part is as weird as it may sound in being single so many years I’m ready for someone to be in my life . But how does this happen I don’t know . I been alone so long I’m tired of being alone . You know. 

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